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Monday, August 16, 2004

woke up late tis very dae
slept at 5am tis mornin
woke up by azr. sms "wat u doin?", and saw other sms'es
she called to sing me a bdae song at 00.00am
but had to put down as her dad was back wit serious bad mood
she din went clubbin, sayin she had to b home

well asked me to met her at plaza,decided to meet at 2pm
i reached & sat outside mac, waited til 2.30pm
finally she appeared behind me, so hapi
kissed on the cheeks
wit a box which has a piece of ice-cream cake and a candle
she sang the bdae song again

ate the cake 1/2 way sis came
sis got me a present!
i noe she had no $$$, but tats kinda sweet hehe
mel n eileen was ther too wit 2others
mel n eileen wished me hapi bdae too n went off

fed azr. n sis the cake, finished it n went to Mos Burger
azr. haven eat yet
sat down, and wait as she buy her food
return to the seats wit 3strawberrys for us 3, very sweet
food came, she ate n told me abt a guy goin aft her at her wrk place
i saw tat guy tat dae on 13/08 coz we[me n her] went her wrk place aft my highlight
den again she got a gf already, wat abt her gf? well she wont like tat guy huhx?
me confused again, well but its ok
i said to remain as frens though "best frens"

a bung walked passed outside Mos, and azr. said
-"see...like the who..." oh man, eeekkkk ">_<"
she gave me a look, or was it my imagination
well azr. noes i dislike the whoever but purposely want to say, argh!
den the watsons bung passed by, kool but "old" very very attitude hahax probably like me, but who cares hahax

3.25pm, azr. gotta go ssdc for her rtt
took 171 to accomp. her, yea my sis stil wit us
dun wori i din left sis alone lolx
den went home, mum bought my fav dishes
so ate dinner super early like 4pm like tat lolx~
decide not to celebrate todae anyway
decide go hospital c grandfather wif sis n bro
out of hse at 5pm,
called dad tell him we'll be out
coz he no keys he wished me "hapi bdae", oh well :)

took bus 75, slept on the bus,
super tired, yea tired again
45 mins later reached hospital
left SGH ard 6.30pm
we went buy ice-cream eat,
den went wait for shuttle bus drive us to bus stop
lazy to walk out leh hehex

was abt to sms azr. to wish her good luck for her rtt
got a call, its was frm Kevin [m'sia]
chatted quite awhile, for 2 yrs we never met he's oways busy,
and learnt he went H.K recently wit his family
he owned me his pix hahax, den we decided to meet 5yrs[j/k?] later
to pass each other the bdae presents for each other frm last yr til 5yrs later, like real lolx, if oni we contact til then

alrite took bus 75 home again
on the bus, got a phonecall sayin i've got a parcel,
n askin when i'll be home
me: "8.30pm.."
reached home at 8pm
got a few other sms'es of bdae wishes

so far, so much...
received eve's flowers, balloon n soft toy, all i gotta say is
"lets juz remains frens... its stil better tis way, wat ever happened has happened, thx for the gift anyway...juz take it tat we hav the destiny and not hav the fate..." tat'll be all i got to say

went online got tis new song up my blog,
tot of azr. things tat happened at the cal's chalet,
i'll nv forget even if u do juz sori, i cant say things out
but as long as u r hapi now, u dun hav to care wat i feel,
if its fate for us to be 2gether we will
but 4 now, juz go on wit ur life, urs is urs, mine is mine
lets juz joke ard like usual, keep things normal
like i say: the oni time we got serious, was tat time at cal's chalet

the song i got goes-->

Oh... I'll never find
I'll never find someone like you
Girl, you take my breath away
And when I met someone new
I'd rather be here with you
Baby, forever
Ooh my heart belongs to you
Girl I think ‘bout you all the time
I know my love is true
When we're together

I played the wrong girl and I made you cry
When I looked up you were saying goodbye
I'm begging you please
I need you so bad
Don't leave me now you're the best that I’ve had

Chorus
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no I'll never)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh baby)

Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
No one could ever do
Love you like I love you
All I have is just my heart
And my feelings I give to you
That's all that I can do girl
Baby, forever

Ooh you don't know that you're hurting me
Cuz it's not just a sexual thing
I wanna share my dreams
Baby, together

Oh girl I'm afraid just to give you the
(word I don't get but will be added soon)
My heart's in a need to hold on to my love
But when you get close
I want you to know
I start to get weak and I can't let you go

Chorus
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no I'll never)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh baby)

Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
No one could ever do
Love you like I love you

Just your smile
(that's all I need)
Think again
Girl I won't let you down
Girl I will never find someone that compares to you
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no I'll never)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh baby)
Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
‘Cause No one could ever do
And I promise to honor you

Chorus
I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(no I'll never)
I promise it's true
Oh I'll never
I'll never find someone like you
(ooh baby)

Cuz I love the way that you are
And girl I won't
No I won't let you go
No one could ever do
And I promise to honour you
I'll never find someone like you

[by backstreet boys]

^cHeeky mOnKee^ swingin at 11:22 PM

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Monday, August 16, 2004